Heartbroken

Every time when I heard you said that sentence my heart not feeling good. Do you know it hurts me once I heard that sentence? You reckon me haven’t gone through this, I don’t know how is your feeling. To be frankly, I won’t tell all my things to my friend even in my blog is because I don’t want my friends know it. Already twice, I’m not feeling comfort because of your sentence, it really hurts me. I didn’t blame on you, because I understanding your feeling, I know how you feel that’s why I keep silent to avoid argument. I don’t want because of trivial matters destroy our friendship. I value our friendship; I treasure you to be my bestie that’s why I try to control myself, I keep silent. As I grown up I learnt how to control myself well, try to preempt what I persisted no matter I know I’m not wrong. It only will get thing worse if I persisted, it’s not worth. Everything happens got it own cause, but I will analyze it before I make any decision or take any action. We ought to compromise in order to get thing better, this is the thing I learn it here. Most of friends they are too stubborn, too persisted themselves, what I can do is just make concessions or make a way to avoid argument. I myself formerly also like them, when I am with them, I saw myself is like a mirror, it reflects me. When something happened I am the only one who step in front and apologize is because I don’t want to lose my friendship, some more a ‘SORRY’ is not hard to speak out that’s why I choose to be the one who step in front to minimize the resentment. As time goes by, I know no thing is perpetual, what I can do is treasure every moment that I own and treasure everything that is around me.