First of all, Happy New Year, peeps. Year 2011 has come to an end finally. All the bad things left behind us, hope the brand new year brings happiness to your brand new year. Forget the past, stop roaming the melancholy street, stop lingering the past, you can't go back and undo all this, so move on pal! (talking to myself) It's time to summarize my 2011 year which led what I am today. Up until this moment, I still haven't settle my personal problem, the agony of waiting do gnawing at me these days. I'm not asking for forgiveness, what I want to say is just a sincere apology deep down from my heart. I do know it wasn't good for you after that incident, but I can't go back and undo it, so I'm no feeling of any regret and remorse of making this decision. The abrupt changes between our relationship, and the outcomes of that incident, I'm not satisfied any of it, but what can I do? Jealousy killing me at that time, it seemed, no, in fact it is; that's why I blurted it out. Last year, I went through a lot of thing, without you my life is meaningless. What emboldened me made that confession, probably is jealousy, jealousy overtook my rational mind. I'm not gonna to write about it anymore in here, try to change the subject.
I want to thank to Adele, thanks for your heartfelt and touching songs accompanied me to went through all this sad moment. The most played song in 2011 was "Someone Like You", over than a thousand times, not only that, your "21" and first debut album was on my list which I played the most in my any electronic devices. Total up more than two thousands, no exaggerating by the way. XD. You're the best singer in this world and you're the one who inspired me during my saddest moment. Hope you can recover from your throat surgery sooner and brings us more surprises when you come back. ^^ The list below are the songs that helped me get through all this:
1. Someone Like You
2. One And Only
3. Don't You Remember
4. I Found A Boy
5. Hometown Glory
6. I Can't Make You Love Me
7. Turning Tables
8. Hiding My Heart
9. Take It All
10. Rolling In The Deep
11. Set Fire To The Rain
12. Home Is In Your Eye
13. Waiting Outside The Lines
14. A Thousand Year
15. For The First Time
16. Just A Kiss
17. Entwined
18. She Went Quietly
19. Wish You Were Here
20. It Will Rain
21. Make You Feel My Life
22. Remember When
23. These Broken Hands Of Mine
24. Anything But You
25. What Are Words
26. If You're Not The One
27. The One That Got Away
I am extremely grateful to all my beloved friends who always stand by me and forgive me what I did.
I Love You Guys More Than Ever. Thank you for such a supportive friend, whenever I facing problems, you guys never abandon me, never leave me alone, please forgive me being such a bastard friend. Never take you guys' feelings into consideration, I'm such a selfish guy. Less than 48 hours, my final will be officially start on Tuesday, and I am not in a mode to study for my final, screw you EXAM! In the mode of countdown-ing go back to my lovely home, 17 days, I'll be at peninsula of M'sia. Whee~ New Year, New Resolution, reduce outing after the new semester start, stop to spend money like my father is the head of Bank Negara! Have to scrimp and save up for my future! Study hard cause I know this semester will be the worst semester that I've gone through, my result is falling down, sob. It's time to off to bed, good nights people. Again, Happy 2012!! Have a brand new year ahead.. =)
